Equally

For the first 9 games, we played team members who were going to be Olympians so they'd be ready for Rio.

We won a lot. "Top of the league" a lot.

For the last 5 games, we played team members who practiced right along side those Olympians who they helped prepare for Rio.

We've won 4 of 5. We haven't faltered. We're tied for 1st in the league.

We train.
We sweat.
We work.
We build.
This is a we.

 I treat them equally, I care for them equally, and I love them equally.

We will

29

Started by birthday off with a bang!

Had a Purple Body Armour, the Sports Drink my athletes are sponsored by, because its DELICIOUS! Its like healthy purple kool-aid.

Now I'm gonna watch the season finale of OITNB, go to sleep in my ultra-cold apartment, and have lemon Australian yogurt for breakfast.

Other points on the itinerary include

Going to get Cava and Macaroons for lunch.
Watching my girl Crys and the USWNT.... we WON on a my girl's goal! She clearly scored for me ;-)
Going to the Spirit game
Coming home to read about soccer.

Then Sunday I'm driving down NC to enjoy my nieces, godsons, and my parent's house which they won't be at!

Ain't God amazing?!?!?!?

Happy Happy!

Wait...what?

I'm just trying to understand why girls who flirt with me seem to think its okay to say things that are sexually forward.

I know for a fact I don't give off "Be forward with me!"

I don't want that from you and you offering its make me not want even conversation from you.

Calm down and talk to me like the basic stranger you know I am!

You'd think people didn't know that they can have pleasure all by themselves!?!?!

Go do that, then come back and have a conversation with me that doesn't include sexual forwardness!

Just....Me vs. Societal Standards again

You ever see a super cute chick and you're like

"I would totally talk to her."

Until
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...
...
You find out that her before weight loss picture.

Then you see the current picture and for me its usually a "Nah, nevermind."

There are so many cute girls that I would totally notice at their "larger than societally acceptable as sexy" weight and even try to talk to that I wouldn't look at twice after weight loss.

Its just the nature of the beast that is my opinion on sexy.

Society say 12 or smaller but my eyes say 16 or bigger.

Unless you hook me with your personality before expressing interest, its a smooth no. I can fall in love with a person and then physical presentation won't matter quite as much but from a visual standpoint, I just don't see it for < size 12.

I just don't.

PS: I really wish these chicks would stop posting these photos and getting my hopes up only to be like "That's before I lose X lbs!" Its mean.