I figured out that the reason I was so hurt
So devastated
Cried for so many months
and still cry sometimes now
a soul tie.
I have one with her.
I have one with two of my other mentors as well.
Its why I'll keep choosing her.
A soul tie can occur any time there's a deep connection between two people. I feel its short sighted to assume that this has to be a physical connection when my far the most intimate connections are emotional and spiritual.
I had and still have a deep emotional attachment there.
I'll always be on her team.
I'll always support her.
I'll always be a safe space for her.
I'll be whatever she needs me to be so that she can be the best she can be.
And I feel bad.
Because people think she's annoying and they don't like her.
But she's so likable....its just that she's so serious about her job and you aren't.
Not in the self-sacrificing way that she is.
So she'll always seem a little too intense for you.
A little too demanding.
Because you don't expect excellence.
And that's all she does.
I want her to know this relationship is safe space.
Be whoever you want to be with me.
I want her to know I'll take her back.
Always.
