For the Last Time

So it happens like this:

She texts me, I text her back.
She come back into my consciousness and unconsciousness.
I promised I day dreamed about walking into a hospital room and seeing her in the bed after having our baby and I smiled.
I was cooking and then I was in done alternate reality where she was cooking and I walked up behind her, wrapped my arms around her, started kissing her neck, and then I was back in my apartment alone.

I like hearing from her.
I still like her.
I said in my head the other day “I’m glad my wife’s program went well” then I shook my head to shake that thought away.
That’s the hard apart. She seeps back in.
I wish she’s just stay.
Or go.
And if she comes back, I want it to be for real.
Like I’m single, let’s see if this could work for real.
I’ve got one last great romance in me and I’d like to share it with her.