Like a Diamond

Sometimes I think its hard to convey to someone who you don't know very well who you are.

Yes, you may know I love hard but the implications of that are vast.

I'll just say this....

I told my parents I want to marry a girl.

I would have proposed to her.

I would have spent the rest of my life with her.

I can say yes to this with her...

You can't know what I've lost because you never knew what I had.

The way I was with her was profound.

We aren't the same.
I love viscerally.
I saw my whole future with her.
I've lost much.

Respect that.