He forced me to put one foot in front of the other because I couldn't look down at his sweet face and not keep going.
In the midnight hour, when I wanted to dwell on things that weren't going right, I'd feed him, change him, and cuddle him and while I was taking care of him, I was taking care of myself.
He let me love him with the reckless abandon.
He still does that.
I love you CJ.
I'm so thankful to have spent so much time nurturing you and watching you grow.
Happy 1st birthday little guy!




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