Saturday, February 6, 2016

Inside Out

If the Lord shows you what He really means by "and He gave Himself up for her" in Ephesians, it'll change you.
You'll be intrinsically motivated by her presence alone to do better. You'll want the best for her with no regard for the cost or consequence. It'll change you. Might I caution you not to ask for this unless you're ready for how a manifestation of His love towards us in your own life will alter you. I'm irrevocably different because I know what that is. <---- This was my conversation last night.

My friend again....these late night relationship talks are the realest.

I'm so floored by how He moved my heart and taught me so much that I can now pour into others about what Godly love in a relationship and true love really looks like. I'm thankful that that which so deeply changed me but has not come to be in my own life is such a testimony for others.

Its like people have faith in my knowledge of relationships. In the absence of the things I've hoped and prayed for and in the presence of the fact that I've been celibate and single for a very long time, I'm told that my countenance tells them I've done the work and I'm serious about what relationship actually means.

My friend was like "I know those aren't just words for you. I know you live that way. You're cut different."

And I am....from a fabric God wove specifically to make me.

Lord, I'm available to you.


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