School, Babies, Soccer....And?

I love my life.
I really do.

But today, I stayed home with a sick kid.

And now I'm at my own house thinking about when God will open up the family part of my life.
I know He's given me a passion for so much but I want a home too.
And I want my home to be in my wife.
With the amount of travel I want in my life, the amount of adventure, I know my home will be in her and not necessarily in a place.
I had that.
I want it back.

My life is so simply right now.
Babies, Soccer, School.
Those are my loves.

I don't want the complexity of emotional torture that I defined my life 13 moons ago, but I do want an emotional life that isn't always parent-child oriented.
I want an equal.
I want a lover and a friend.
I want what Prince meant when he said "I want to be your brother. Your mother and your sister, too."

I trust that whatever God is doing...it'll be great.
The waiting isn't always patient even if I know its worth it.

Where's home God?
Where is she?