I'm trying really hard to move to that place where I want to be with another person....but I'm just not there.
I'm like the person who was divorced and they didn't want to be.
A new person may be attractive but I'm not attracted to them.
Its rough.
Cause I don't want to hurt anyone but I also...I just don't have that thing.
That thing that makes you want to hang out or see them often.
I remember how pervasive and far reaching that was for me.
I remember that she was literally always on my mind.
I don't know if that's because of how far gone I was over her or what but that was my life.
Maybe that's something you have to build to but what I know is...I'm a long ways from there.
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