If in the span of a month, we can hang out a few times and you figure out you not only have feelings for me but that they are powerful enough that we can't communicate without the situation getting messy, might that mean you aren't as serious about your current relationship situation as you think you are?
I'm just wondering.
I was thinking about that the other day. If my interactions with someone were powerful enough that I was no longer able to clearly articulate why I should stay in the relationship I'm in .....I'd need some time alone to sort that out.
And by alone I mean time away from both parties.
But that's just how I am.
That's what I did months ago. I'd made a commitment. I wasn't over my ex. I wasn't ready to be with the math teacher. So I stepped away from both.
And when I reemerged, I was ready to be of some good to somebody!
Maybe that's not how other people operate.
I wonder if she was as brutally honest with the other girl about her feelings as she was with me?
Does she know about your prayers for clarity?
Does she know about your pros and cons list?
Did she know about your prayer life in general prior to this?
Who knows.
My prayers are simple. My requests are plain.
Love, fidelity, and devotion.
Lord, I want a wife who does these things.
And You know exactly what I'll give her in return.
That's it.
Selah
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