Jagged Edge Lyrics Or My Life?

I miss talking to her.
I miss hanging out with her.
But she's not mine to miss.

I was listening to Pandora and this song came on...
True Man by Jagged Edge

"And now I know you wasn't ready baby you can't handle it

You can't handle a true girl
One who really, really wants to be
You can't handle a true girl
Girl I give you my cream and everything
You can't handle a true girl
One who really wants you to understand
You can't handle a true girl
Said I gave you all my lovin' babe, anytime you want it babe"

Sometimes I think this. When my friends say I'm way to serious for most people or that I'm way too purposeful. 

I'm not special but I for damn sure am not a go with the flow girl. 

At this point I've said to two different girls that I could see myself marrying them and that that's why I want to date that and that hasn't resulted in anything. 

Its like when I offer something, its too big an offering or something. But honestly I don't think one should approach a woman offering any less. That's just how I interpret the Word of God. 

I'm actually not the kind of person that throws people away. If she came back before I fell for someone else, I'd definitely want to give it a shot with her. But I don't know that the shot would be the same. 

Yes I'd be serious, I always am. But I think it might take me a little longer to be certain just because her uncertainty makes me thing I should check twice before I leap headfirst into a lifelong commitment. Had she chose me definitively, with clear options on the table, then I could be sure she'd choose me period but that didn't happen.

So yes, she could come back with the same destination but the path wouldn't be as straight for me. 

And that brings me to along song....

"Sometimes, what may be the best thing for you to do
Sometimes it the hardest thing for you to do
And that's real
'Cause I know that I (could) love you
I know how I feel about you
But I also know that I don't make everything alright
And for that reason
I gotta say goodbye"

For now.....