The Two F's: Feet and Feelings

Last night I had a dream about going to medical school. In the dream, I got into more than one school. I still knew His will for me was Howard.
And you know what happened?
I did exactly what I thought I'd do. I went to my folks that I trust and I told them that I knew His will but I was tempted to choose to be out of it.

In my dream, I still ended up at Howard but not because of my own strength. My people made sure I didn't walk out of the Will in my dream.

I love when God shows you exactly where you are and why He does things the way He does. I'd speculated this but this dream has me thinking He was like "Yup....you weren't strong enough to do what I wanted given a choice so I had to make my Will for today the only way."

He knows He put someone on my heart that pulls at the core of who I am. He knows I'm drawn to her because He put that in me.  I couldn't have an option in reality to follow my feelings, not because they aren't His will but because timing is the next level of His will. It can be His will and not His timing and that won't accomplish what He's designed it to. The Will and His timing go hand in hand.

Thanks for the dream Jesus. I wasn't expecting it....but I sure do love an explanation.

Now that I think about it, I was hating on the city yesterday. I was so frustrated with the whole city life/not living in the South. I get it now God. I apparently needed this even if it infuriates me. This is where He has me. Let's see what He's going to do....