Luke 12:34

I've made a decision.

Its a bold one.

But I think its important.

I'm going to try and start saving some money.

Yup...this is huge.

Why?

I'm terrible with money.

But I need to try.

I thought about that fact that I'm always writing about how much I love her and that I feel we will be together but I haven't actually put anything towards that in an earthly way.

Luke 12:34 says For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

And we already know where my heart is.

Prayer: check
Fasting: check
Money: no check (you like that joke there don't cha!)

When you know someone's the one, there is no I'm not ready yet.

You step up.

You get ready. 

When you know someone's the one, there is no one else.

No one else I could see myself spending my life with

walking through highs and lows with

holding my hand while we make a family

waking up to on Thanksgiving

knowing unequivocally 

that she is what I'm most grateful for. 

When you know someone's the one,

that's it.

So I'm going to start saving money because if you want to eventually ask a girl to marry you...you're going to need

a ring.

(The ring pictured is NOT the ring I want to get her. )

Also, shout out to God for being like "you're giving me all this spiritual and nothing tangible! Do something she can see." He will definitely come at me if He wants me to do something. Believe that!

Thanks to my dad, I'm finally out of credit card debt completely which is basically the equivalent of him giving me a few thousand towards an engagement ring. What's funny is I think if I went to him down the road and I was ready to propose, he'd probably match whatever I've saved. He's evolving y'all.

And just for my regulars, nothing has changed but I want to be in a posture of not only believing but preparing.

729 days and counting.....