We went to the Winter Formal for the Med school this past Saturday and it was a hellish day prepping.
I had to get my car washed and detailed. I bought her my favorite book, My Sister's Keeper, instead of flowers.
She got me lilies. My living room smells like lilies now :-)
So we went and had a good time. She said after she wished she'd danced with me not like a friend but I danced with her like she wasn't my friend.
Its interesting because I think she's far more physical than I am. Its not that I'm not physical but more so that I've been celibate for 9 years. She wants to be celibate in this situation and potential relationship. Celibacy is a journey. I've actually laid in the bed next to the person I most wanted to sleep with in the whole world, had her attempt to sleep with me, and I refused because she would have been cheating with me. I know without a shadow of a doubt what it means to have self control and to pray ALL NIGHT LONG.
She doesn't. I'm trying to save her some of the harder stuff but I'm not sure she realizes that.
I could tell when I left her house after learning to play dominos that she wanted me to kiss her.
I didn't.
First, I don't kiss people who I'm not in a relationship with.
Moreover, you don't want to start kissing folks too early when the full extent of sexual expression that you'v agreed to is basically making out. Like I said, I've got 9 years in the a game but she's got months in the game. Let me help you help yourself.
She's coming over Friday for dinner and probably a movie...maybe a puzzle.
I'll update y'all after!
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