In Him, Will I Trust

I find it so interesting that so few people have faith in her.
Faith that this thing is going to work out the way God keeps telling me it will.

And its disheartening but its also telling.
Do y'all not believe that God can do anything?
Do y'all understand that faith is believing in spite of what it looks like?

My faith has never been in her but in the God I serve.
I honestly do think that somehow and some way we are going to be together.
He keeps telling me I should believe.
I go back time and time again and He's always saying "trust me."
I don't know how God's going to do it or when, but I believe its going to happen.

I think my wife and I will look back at this time one day and be like "Wow, God really did that!"

What I know to be true is that God can take you from where you are to where He wants you to be.
Sometimes subtly and sometimes overtly, God can change your mind and make it so.
His purpose will always be accomplished.

I know I sound sure of foot.
I'm not.
And I am.
I'm sure about God.
I'm also a human whose prayers include "help my unbelief."
I'm certain of all He's told me because I write most of it down.
I'm also terrified I'll be alone for the rest of my life.
I am both human and spirit.

All I can do is cling to His Word and His words to me.
I can trust Him.
I can believe.

The Bible says that the unbelieving spouse is covered by the one that believes.
I believe in what God has for us.
The Bible says that's enough.

I'm believing God will do something that many believe is impossible.
I serve a God that specializes in impossible.

He told me and I believed.
He tells me and I believe.
I can't see or imagine it.
He shows me.
I believe.