Work In Progress

I'm still working on wanting to be with Nia more than the girl I loved.

I like Nia a lot.
The thing is, I've always had long breaks between dating people so I never have been in essentially a break up and also starting something new.

Before I fell for my high school sweetheart, I'd never had a serious boyfriend.

When I fell for my high school bestie, she was the only girl I was with until she moved for school.

I was single 8 months between my high school and college sweethearts.

I was single for 7 years before I fell for the last girl I loved.

The last girl I loved, I still love.

I was still hoping to get back with her up and until last week when she got engaged to someone else (an engagement she still hasn't announced but whatever).

All the while I was talking to Nia.

So yea...this is new territory for me.

But I really like her.

I'm just still working on liking her and wanting to be with her more than I want to be with the girl I loved.

I'm working it...