CN VIII

Faith comes from hearing the message, and the message is heard through the word about Christ.

Oh the throne....

So as to not keep you regulars in suspense, no she did not call.
I actually told God that if she had, I'd probably have to take a personal day because I'd just be laid out.
Let something you've been praying for years about come to pass and see if you don't need to be prostrate before the Lord a little while! I'd have been so done.

I think God wanted to say something to me more than anything.

You know that's how we talk....God sends me His Word.

So eventually, I went to the throne last night and I was a mess.
My eyes are swollen still because you know I went there with Him.

I don't actually remember asking for anything either. I generally don't remember much as far as content of prayers in concerned unless I type and pray at the same time but I've got a highlight reel if you will....

I am continuously overwhelmed by my relationship with Him (cue tears!)
I'm amazed that the work of the Cross was for me
The veil being torn that I might approach the Holy of Holies, still crazy 
I'm so grateful to Him for the way He loves my love
I'm aware of and glad that He's kept my heart tender towards her in spite of our distance
Assurance of staying on this path in my life
I know that what He has for me is what's best for me ( The dream about prayer w/ my wife got a S/O)
Continue changing me into the person I need to be
Syria
A lot of talking to God about who He is to me

Yea... that's what I remember.

I'm telling you.
Get you some good gospel music and meditate on that, THEN go to God in prayer.
That little bit of preparation changes the game for me.
My mind and my spirit are prepared to not only seek Him but to find Him which is an entirely different situation. Its one thing to go to Him just to talk but another to expect two way communication.
I've got to be ready to hear from Him too.